Finally down to the last week of the holidays already. My sis started to hope that the government will prolong the holidays due to the H1N1 flu... But then again, wishes never come true... For me, i really hoped they don't prolong since i am having exam right after the holidays and porlonging of holidays will just mean 1 more week to study which i can't freaking stand already. Everyday, while playing games, i will feel gulity for not studying. I think 1 day this gulit will eat me alive.

Visited some of my friends' blog, i suddenly realise there is more to this world, we all are here with a different mindset, different ablity and a different treasured item. Like mel, he treasured his god. There is this one time when i thought i found my destiny, my purpose in living but seriously that like all other things in my life is just an illusion. It faded away after sometimes, it make me feel so empty. Even though i lost my purpose but i still firmly hold onto my treasured item, something that i had given to others but never received any reply at all. I do not blame them, i already given up on blaming others and forgiving others since i enter JC, i will treat it as nothing have happen and keep walking on, after all, they might just forget my existence after all. There is no point in holding to the illusions, you will only hurt yourself.

Random quote from full metal alchemist: "one is all, and all is one"