2nd day of my exams, cleared Gp, Econs and Maths. I will just summarise some of the events that happened on monday.

On monday, had Econs in the morning which is pretty unusual since most of the times, its during the afternoon but still the timing doesn't really matter to me anyway. Had econs exam in the classroom which made me discover a wierd trend or pattern if you want to call it that way which is that the school had planned for exams for each subjects to be held in the classroom. So far, i had Econs, physics and maths exams in class already which lead me to think perhaps the school is testing out some relationship between classroom and students' results? Not that it matters to me anywhere but still its ignorant to think that there is a strong relationship between them since both are not likely to be related at all...

In the afternoon, i had GP and i was with ping boon and jieying's group for some reason that i don't know, maybe i was being abnormal that day... Anyway, they were suggesting to go for class outing and as usual i am not going but when asked the reason for such an action, i could only come up with a dumb excuse that i haven't been going for the class outings. A dumb and lame excuse which doesn't even come close to what i am really feeling.

Tuesday, in the morning, i waited at the usual place but apparently nothing good comes out of waiting. Maybe i will stop waiting?I can't begin to describe how much it disappoints me but oh well, life goes on anyway. Had maths later in the morning and seriously it was horrible, i literally blanked out and slept for 1hour but luckily managed to answer some parts of the question.

Thoughts for today: dreams are never meant to come true, wishes are meant to stay as they are, illusions will always exist and no matter what i do, what i want will never be what i get