Had my last paper physics today, my last and worse paper done ever... I had so many blanks that i was scolding myself all the way back home, i can't believe i didn't know so much, is the questions getting harder or is it i am getting weaker? I seriously hate this, my As are coming, i am getting more and more worked up. Physics a subject that i really couldn't care less about is making me nervous, does that show anything? Fear and disappointment are two feelings that keep surrounding me, why can't my parents and my friends said those words that i really want to care... why!? No one understands me, no one cares, just let me fall into pit of darkness and never see daylight again, its better this way, what i don't know wont harm me at all...