I am dead tired... After a long day of lessons until 4pm, i had maths practise paper from 5pm to 6.30pm which apparently i screwed it upside down, left right etc etc... well, you get the point. Anyway, its really tiring... I still don't understand why the school must put the paper at such timeslot, are we lacking that much time that we have to use such a late timeslot for practise paper? The practise paper is not even a clear indication of our capablity, seeing how so many people are plain tired and just given up on the paper already.

More depressing news today, i got back my GP results and well its 40+ again.. But it was 45, a 2 marks difference from my SA1 results of 47... its damn depressing, maybe hardwork just isn't = results, i am so tired of testing out new style that i just want to give up on the subject, give up on life, just bloody give up on everything. Sometimes, it feel like there is no point in life but at points in life, i feel that its meaningful. Yea, its contradicting i know but hey, life is meant to be like that.

Thoughts for today: illusions are deluding my senses, i have grown weak with the notion of friends, grown comfortable with their presence, grown to rely on them, grown to adore them but its time... its time.... to awaken the me that have lied dormant, the lonely me that likes nothing but to keep to himself with only the music that signify my emotions as the only comfort in life...