Thanks mel and kiat for those words of encouragement. I guess i will do my best hopefully i wont regret the results. Anyway i have been doing alot more thinking lately. Maybe the reason i cant seem to concentrate is that i still cant accept myself. I accepted the world for what it is worth, i accepted my friends for their strengths and weakness, i accepted the friendship that the common man defined as such and i tried to accept my failures as a normal human. In all my close to 2 years in JC, i learn alot more things and most importantly critical thought.

I hated humans for reasons that they are weak or what but the reason that they are not living to their true potential, if we think about it. Humans are borned with nothing that is seriously intimidating unlike other creatures such as the lion with its claws but we have something call common sense and the ablity to learn and apply. To me, manipulation far exceeds everything in this world, to make whats not yours, yours.

I had long ago admired people that are orginally weak but are spritually strong, they are able to accept themselves for what they truly are although they sometimes put on a mask to themselves. The light and the dark, when you are truly able to grasp this both sides of yourself, true strength will be granted.

Thoughts for today: Everything has its assigned role in this world, if you already have the friends that would grant you the things you needed in this world, i believed what i have been thinking and doing is foolish, useless. My existence to you is nothing, no words is required. I walk my own path and you your own, our paths might intersect one day, at that point in time, will you become the passing breeze or ......