YOHOHOHOHOHO~~
3 more days to prelims and i am not studying... well, not i don't want to but rather i don't know how to concentrate.
Oh well, it will work out somehow(quoted from asakura yoh)

Now i am watching "needless" one of the new anime, its kind of nice although it has eechi scenes but the concepts of memorization of ablitlies is kind of cool to me since it means you will obtain all ablities possible. In any case, i give up on GE due to the strong resistance from kiats and mel and most importantly, due to my internet =_=, i can't download GE!!! lol

A quote from my GP teacher " you all have the knowledge, but it is just that you all don't know how to manipulate it"

This is frustrating, i woke up at 5am today but i only slept at 2am last night.... tired but my mind is working already. Anyway, i updated on hitman reborn manga already so might as well post something about it.

This chapter, Uni as leader of the arcobaleno invalidate the choice game that the vongola and the milliefore are having. Personally, i think its dumb since anyway they will fight for the trinsette one way or another, nullifying a competition style of obtaining it might just make it to a mere brawl which is something i hate.

In addition, Uni now has taken refuge with the vongola and apparently like all other bad guys, byakuran will chase her to the ends of the world. Heres the interesting part!!! Mukuro is back!!! Mukuro and dino are helping to stall for time while tsuna and the others escape, i am damm interested to know how did mukuro escape and the vongola box weapon of mist.

As a last note, i am probably heading back to GE since i can afk and study and train at the same time lol, multi-task for the win XD

P.S. TYL Mukuro is damm cool =D

Happy birthday juen tein

Yo~ i had a short day today since i didnt have the mood to stay in school and mug and just went home at 1pm after lunch to watch old episodes of one piece. Arlong arc to be specific, its nice after such a long time. On my way back, i spotted someone that perhaps i should not have spot but oh well, nothing tangible happens anyway.

There was people from coco trees( or something like that) selling chocolates in my school today. The moment i saw that i was thinking to myself "i am an idiot for giving chocolates as a birthay gift" especially the chocolates i chose might be inferior to the ones sold in school today. I guess i can't even choose a birthday present properly ~_~ but whats done is done, can only hope the chocolates are to her liking isn't it.

Last but not least, prelims are finally arriving, i am extremely excited since its the final testing before the actual. The first paper will be GP on next wednesday.
It will be fun =D

Naruto amv, trust me its nice =D



FMA AMV, its freaking sad


Last but not least gundam seed destiny amv

Labels: Boredom to the extreme~

Everyone has their differrent views.
Thats why they see things differently
Put those thoughts together
and you will get the "world"

Dreams might end
Time might corrode
but there are still something that last forever
its up to you to figure it out



Quote of the day: YOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO~~ by "just bones" brook

Its been awhile since i last got so tired with the world. Many had said, Success is 99% hard work and 1% luck but the harsh reality decrees otherwise, hard work does not hold such a high proporation of success, humans that are born smart are able to learn things at a much faster pace. A workload of 48hours to an average person might be only worth 24hours to a genius, no matter how hard an average person try, it is not possible to reach that level...

On saturday, i went gym with kiats and mel and i realise something after i went home. Such activites are they really taking effect? Is it pointless to train when its so irregular? Such thoughts shaken my resolve, i started to doubt myself if what i have been doing is effective? is the present i chose suitable? Are these skills what i should acquired? Life perhaps is a game, a game that "save" option are not avaliable and each move made will determines your life and death.

My world of music left me at that moment in time... Please come back soon

A tiring day( as usual), had STAR programs for chem and econs today. Econs was relatively easy to understand but.... CHEM... is the worst.... i had no idea what to do with inorganic chem, my tutor's suggestion: memorize... =_= ownage.... i cant memorize stuff for reason unknown to me..

Anyway, Kamen rider decade has finally reach the part i am looking forwward to!!! The rider war, all rider vs decade, this will be interesting assuming it is what they have been saying.

Spoilers for episode 30, and OMG, the blade's orginal actor is back =D and as a side note, i noticed narutaki is appearing more often than usual...

11 days,
264 hours
15840min
950400seconds

Enough time for me to decide?

Every ticking minute is like an hour to me,
Every meaningless actions is an addition to my boredom,
can't seem to find the "door"
the gate is slam shut,
lost the key to my world.
Animes, games, novels no longer
satisfy me
Unable to calm myself
Unable to satisfy myself
Unable to force myself to enjoy this world
Perhaps its time to change

Damm tired, i only slept on 2am last night to catch up on one piece episodes and finally i caught up with the anime already =D

Early morning had to go to school for econs make up lesson, hopefully each lesson will help me understand abit more how to answer econs question. Putting that aside, i went with kiat to gym, we made a discovery, gym is normally close to empty during 12pm, maybe should go during that period of time to avoid the crowd.

Last observation for today, WOMENS are not to be trusted...(some of them) I gave my maplestory acc password to a friend and she just took my valuable stuff without telling me. Bloody hell, never mind i just quit maple thats all, probably will go find new game to play already. I swear i will not get close to a woman ever again...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL MEL!

Let silence fill the air,
Let light cease
Let the people realise their importance.
Set upon the frozen skies,
the soaring dragon of ice
crusing through the cloud of despair
in an attempt to reach heaven
Only to fail with the wings clipped
carefree life frozen in time
left with a frozen heart for eternity
No tears to be shed,
No laughter to be heard,
No warmth to be felt,
alone in time suffering
hating this very world,
a world without light.

Tears have dried long ago, heart should have died already... but still why do i...

A freaking bad day, in the early morning then i realise i forget to bring my materials for today's night study so i end up doing tutorials only. Later in the day, during PE we had basketball which i sprained my ankle when attempt to jump to catch the ball. ( i am so not going to jump in basketball again ~___~) Now i am lame as in literally lame.

Tests tests every week, i had mid term checks for econs and maths today. It was relatively do-able and for econs i was spamming my ideas to reach 4 pages worth of answers and i almost done it or had i? i cant rememeber already, the pace of things are getting so fast that i am getting kind of blur. For maths, it was like on steroids on what, i was getting more happy while i do the paper for reasons that i don't know, i guess i must be going mad with all the mugging going on =)

Thats all for today and i am going to rest my poor ankle( yea! skip morning run tml) =D

I remembered black skies
The lightning all around me
I remembered each flash
As time began to blur
Like a startling sign
That fate had finally found me

And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

There was nothing in sight
But memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
The ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
Between where we were standing

And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide

In every loss
In every lie
In every truth that you'd deny
And each regret
And each goodbye
Was a mistake too great to hide

And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes

Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
Across this new divide
Across this new divide

I am getting a sense of deja vu, the same sensation that i felt while studying for O levels is occuring again. The rapid spamming of practise papers lead to my phobia of maths during sec 4 period is occuring again, i am starting to fear maths once again. hopefully, this fear will pass with time since i have a reason not to lose this battle and especially losing before it even starts.

Movie review <G.I. Joe>
I dont have much time so i will make this short.
Generally the action is pretty nice but i find that the coolness of the movie doesnt lie within the main chracter but rather those sub-chracters. "snake eyes" and " storm shadow" was much cooler than the main chracter in terms of fightining style and their outfits. Besides, the main chracter was using enhancement suits which other chracters was not using AND are able to reach his level ~___~ ( pretty darn noob)
The story plot is kind of confusing, its like the story is there just to have the fightning parts of the movie.

Ratings: 7.5/10

Naruto
Lastest chapter is adding onto the feelings of the chracters. The over-reliance on naruto is causing him pain, thats what the konoha ninja finally realize.Is it really better to let it go or protect your friend no matter what, even if it escalate into a war because of 1 person.(Its a decision made in daily life at a smaller scale)Finally, the puzzle have been solved! Danzo's sharingan was taken from itachi's good friend shisui! Is this part of danzo's plan to control konoha by having sharingan and then killing all the remaining uchiha by framing them for plannning a revolt?

Bleach
Generally, more fighting ~_~ quite sick of it already. The vizards have taken the stage and the fight are getting more interesting but still nothing much to be taken from this chapter

Bloody hell, my sis spoiled my DS control pad. AND whats her bloody excuse? "i dunno" WTF LAR, i swear i will never share my stuff with those useless retards

还是喜欢你

A simple sentence that has great implications.

Dont know why, maybe this feeling should have faded long ago but somehow it remained until now. Unable to talk to you even though the opportunity is there, i blame myself for my cowardness and lack of witty stuff to say. I am envious of those that are able to entertain you and even make you laughter. My incapablity has denied me of my right. Nothing is left to said, no forgiveness will be asked and only the silence that came after the end of the song

Boring day as usual, it has been revision revision and revision for the past 2 days. Sometimes, its really tiring when people have high expectations from you( to be specific my parents). They are expecting even better results and apparently i find it annoying when humans only look at the weak points, they just have to pin-point my GP. YA, I SUX IN GP, SO? do you have to bloody keep harping on it =_=

Besides that, i am starting to lose my focus again. Maybe i am just over-worrying about other people. Sometimes, people won't understand the reason why i worry so much and i won't bother to explain anyway. Its a fact that i will worry about my friends especially when they are suffering but the thing is i haven't gain enough courage to do anything about it yet. I am a failure that what i think but still i hope for a better tomorrow. We live to learn and learn to live.

Maybe i will give myself a break during weekends and anyway, i am staying back in school for monday and wednesday and maybe thursday? from 7pm to 9pm, nows the time to chiong!

Thoughts for today: does crying without tears means you are not crying? Does being concerned without showing it means you are not?