Boring day as usual, it has been revision revision and revision for the past 2 days. Sometimes, its really tiring when people have high expectations from you( to be specific my parents). They are expecting even better results and apparently i find it annoying when humans only look at the weak points, they just have to pin-point my GP. YA, I SUX IN GP, SO? do you have to bloody keep harping on it =_=

Besides that, i am starting to lose my focus again. Maybe i am just over-worrying about other people. Sometimes, people won't understand the reason why i worry so much and i won't bother to explain anyway. Its a fact that i will worry about my friends especially when they are suffering but the thing is i haven't gain enough courage to do anything about it yet. I am a failure that what i think but still i hope for a better tomorrow. We live to learn and learn to live.

Maybe i will give myself a break during weekends and anyway, i am staying back in school for monday and wednesday and maybe thursday? from 7pm to 9pm, nows the time to chiong!

Thoughts for today: does crying without tears means you are not crying? Does being concerned without showing it means you are not?