I felt what was like being at the top,
I grew comfortable with life,
felt that my progress, my knowledge was sufficent.
I grew to be complacent and hence my downfall.
I scolded myself for being unprepared
but there is no point to that.
Whats done is done,
the only way to make up for that mistake is to go even stronger.
I let myself and my chem tutor down.
I am too weak to face the coming challenges,
I have to grow stronger...
Time to destroy any remaining bond
comfort will only make me weak,
pain will make humans grow even stronger

On this day, the king shall fall to the ground
and begin anew as a commoner.

2 months more... before the verdict is set