reaching the end of JC life, with only 1 remaining physics MCQ paper...
didnt study at all lol. Been playing for the past 5 days or so, this new game league of legends is too addiciting =D

Anyway, just finish an epic battle of 1hr+ and the reason for winning?
NEVER GIVE UP!!! ( i sound like some main character in some anime show ~_~ )

Just finish the evagelion anime series, graphics sux seriously lol. But the story is kind of too much to me, i dont really understand. But the following is what i learnt or think of the series.

Humans are weak creatures, we survive by manipulating our surroundings.
Acquire intelligence to manipulate the matter around us even those that tried to destroy us.
To be a human is to act like one, filled with feelings.
Wrath, envy, lust, gluttony, pride, sloth and greed. The so called seven sins,
but is it really a sin. All of them are part of emotions, without them, how are we supposed to express ourselves truly.
Without them, are we truly ourselves? We will be just a mere living shell, a doll in fact.
Emotions are what spurred us on to live and become better, to pick us where we fell.
Others might have different ways to live on, be it faith, be it desire or ambition.
Does it matter if it is a sin? As long as we survive? Does the method always match the cause?

None of the questions have definite answers... We live on to learn, to experience all the emotions. Don't run away from pain, embrace it and live with it. Treasure those that are around you, after all, you never know when they might disappear from your sight...

P.S. (yeshh, the emo me is back, kind of feel more comforting carrying dark thoughts instead of being optimisitc)

Just finish evangelion movie, i find the story plot nice but i kind of felt sad throughout the movie. I came back home and was listening to the song "beautiful world" from the movie and the images of asuka and rei dieing keep flashing into my mind and my heart just keep having this "pain". I guess i was relating too much to the movie since this is probably the last time i am going to see her...

I really feel like crying

This is defintely the worst day in my life. I totally screwed up my econs papers, so many parts i left out, some might even answer wrongly. THEn why the fucking hell must you all keep asking me econs questions. AM i the correct ans FOREVEr? Dun i have the right to be weak.
I msged hoping for a word of comfort but nothing in return. With great expectations come great disappointment, i dunno wat else to do. God, the pain is killing me, the regret is close to strangling my neck already. I Cant breathe and when i reach home, all my mother had to do is pinpoint my errors. YA LA, i am fucking wrong happy? i am useless guy so stop yur insults. IS it that fun to insult your son forever and what kind of parent are you when you cant even notice there is something wrong with me.

FORGEt it, this world is not worth living in, let the world end in 2012 and let me be free once and for all.

Finally, its arriving. The exam that i have spent 2 years(almost) of my life preparing for. 2 more days to the start and 22 days to the end. Its about time to reflect on JC life and of course the people that makes it interesting, sad or disappointing. I guess i will just name those that are important( it will be kind of long, sorry about that)

JC life- 2 years, my intial thought before entering was a mugging place. A level that is far serious than secondary school but luckily i was wrong. To cut the long story short, JC to me is the gathering of the intellectual, the sharing of information and the learning of life in different aspects.

The people

Caryn- the first friend made, the main reason we kind of started out well is due to the interest in anime.Funny how "cartoons" can tie people together. For the record, there is no special relationship with me and her, she is just a good friend and even my da jie.

Juen tein- the flower that blooms in the dark, she provided me with the new view in life that being "dark" doesnt mean you need to be devoided of the light. Wierd i guess but i cant explain it totally. Well, i still have a crush on her though =)

Ping boon- the outstanding chairman, dedication to his job. He is a really good friend to me, cant really say much but i guess feelings are hard to put in words.

Leonard- funny guy to me, never fail to make me laugh in one day either with his jokes or his actions. I guess he is the electricity to power up the bulb.

Zai wang- the cool but wierd guy, good looking but his attitude is not those stuck-up type. The first friend i make in 08s30, full of gossip news make me wonder if its really girls that gossip.

Jieying- Cute physics rep, she is damm lively. Enough said =)

Esther- monopoly in slowness in the class. She is funny sometimes with the jokes that she create with her slowness. Although, others might suggest that she is acting but i still think she is an actual slow person.

Yup, thats about all. To my readers, i wont be blogging for the remaining 22 days but i will still check my tagbox. Cya after 22 days and maybe i will start my chapter 3 of the series. =D