2hrs more before going in camp again. My second book out will be out 31st dec which is new year's eve.

I did some thinking this book out during the weekend(well mostly sleeping), i feel that my platoon generally is nice except for a few people but we are not disciplined enough. Regardless of that, we will be instilled with discipline, this kind of make me nervous.More training to look forward to, i am still abit sick but should be able to tank the training especially the OC pt, the one training that i hope i can complete at least 1 set without rest.

thats all for now, cya guys next week. Not going to give up as long as i still have the memories

I am finally back from the first 2 weeks of NS training. The training is tough i guess for someone iike me, everyday at least will have quite a few of push ups and the OC training is imba tough.

Met alot of new people, crappish ppl, pai kia, smart, diligent etc. All sorts of people gather in NS. Cant say much about details, i am not supposed to do so. Anyway, its fun inside as long as u can tahan the training.

Labels: i am always reminded of ........, When i wan to give up

3 more days to NS, initally thought was 8th dec(sorry for the wrong info).

lets see, i heard about NS since i was 12 years old and i thought at that time, " i wont be entering NS anytime soon". But well, guess i am wrong, 3 more days left.
I am not feeling particularly scared or anything now, it feels like school all over again. First day of school coming in 3 days time those kind of feelings.

The training might be tough but i am gonna rush through it, 14days of hell or just pure camp, its really up to your view again. Nothing in this world is definite.
Well, i do hope that this camp is going to toughen me up, i am kind of "squishy"(gaming term) like a glass cannon. After 18 years of living in this dreaded world, finally reached the last stage.

First stage- kiddy! when we are starting to interact and learn from the world
Second stage- child when we started schooling, learning of right and wrong. Learning of responsiblity
Third stage- teenager when we started to think for ourselves, rebel against things and falling in love etc etc
Fourth stage- early adult when we understand whats our responsiblity in this world, found the things we enjoy, things we want to protect and things we hold dear in this world.
Fifth and last stage- independence, almost time to learn to survive in this world alone and taking on the responsibility instead of mere understanding them.

Thats about all i had in my mind right now, the next post will be about the training in NS although i will be very vague about it so as not to have the police on my tail =)

Not gonna post anymore until after NS, so to my readers. Take care of yourself and live a happy life =D

Labels: obtain power to protect the ones i love

With the latest chapter on hitman reborn, all the vongola box weapons have been revealed.

Sky(tsuna)- vongola the 1st cape, ultimate defense!!!
Sun(ryohei)- epic boxing equips, ultimate speed and offense
Thunder(lambo)- the walking robot? defense and recoil damage
Storm(gokudera)- storm bow, damage increases the more you hold it back
Rain(yamamoto)- quadraple sword(might have typo), depends on shigure souen style
Mist(chrome/mukuro)- lens, the revealing of everything =O (or it just illusions?)
Cloud(hibari)- handcuffs, multiplication of handcuffs to bind enemy down

Out of all the 7, the only few i think live up to the guardian's role are ryohei and lambo.