First month of 2010 is over by today midnight. Time to do reflections! For this past 1 month, i had been in NS. Learning what the government want us to learn, tough training etc but it was fun. Been sick for the past 2 weeks and still have to book in this week and i am defintely not going to report sick. Need to go for road march and my IPPT, this week might have remedial training but thats something i cant escape.

On a last note, hope that everyone stay healthy and happy since chinese new year coming soon =)

booking in later again... army is getting abit sian. With the weekly road march, 10kg field pack and rifle is heavy beyond words, ended up with injuries everywhere.
Realy wish i could be more updated on things going on with her but then again, the chances are close to zero so ya, time to stop deluding myself.
Nothing much i can blog about army so i will just write down one of the song.

Purple light

Purple light,
in the valley,
that is where,
i wanna be,
infantry,
close companion,
with my rifle and my buddy and me~~~

SOC
sibei jialat
IPPT
bloddy worse
everyday
doing PT
with my rifle and my buddy and me~~~

booking out
saw my girlfriend
saw her with another man
kill the man
and my girlfriend
with my rifle and my buddy and me~~~

ORD
back to studies
got degree
so happy
cant forget
days in army
with my rifle and my buddy and me~~~

purple heart
at the warfront
that is where
my buddy die
IF I DIE!
would you bury me~~~
with my rifle and my buddy and me~~~

During the road to the ferry, there is always this signboard that says " BMTC, is not what you left behind but what you gain"

I think that this is untrue, i just browse through my contacts in facebook and realise how much i missed during my days in camp. I had already left behind past connections of the outside world but only gain physical capablities. There is no gain without losses, time spent can never be gained back. Getting distant from my bonds, cant do anything but feel the tears in my eyes