With my unit confirmed and information gathered about it, i really feel damm sian but then again, other units are equally tough in their own way. Like my OC has mentioned before, compare apple with apple, different unit with different job scoop has different problems.

A little bit about my unit, so far i only know it handles chemical, biological stuff and that its an active unit. Come to think of it, its a unit i am most suited to be in(ideal-wise). For what did i go NS for? In order to protect the whole of singapore? This just sounds too presumptuous for me, i just wanted to protect this one person that i really like... All the while, i can only keep my sanity in camp because of this connection, perhaps the she will never see this post but i am really afraid of losing this connection...

This is funny since from young, i have cut off my connection totally after each chapter of my life closes, be it primary school, secondary school, JC, only keeping this small circle of friends that i can really call friends. From young, i wanted to be a loner until melvin and kiat open me to the real world, its just like tasting the forbidden fruit, once i understand this bond between humans, i cant go back anymore... And for that i fear of this bond breaking...

But for now, i thank you still being there...