I could seriously get used to the life in camp now, its like breakfast lunch and dinner then RO!!! Slack ftw although its not fair to the other NSF out there suffering in their respective unit... After i went into NS, its only that i realise alot of basic things are more in-depth than it seems, a plain card game like "bang" can be a real test of your skills to determine who is who. Everything starts from the personality, once you understand them, it will be so easy to break them apart.. kufufu.. i will enjoy this for as long as my interest last.

Hmm... finish the 2 books i borrow last week and i think i will probably go to the library this weekend again to borrow somemore, i guess novels are getting quite interesting after such a long while.

The A levels are coming and I do understand how much she is working hard for it but still it is depressing to just sit around and say "jiayou jiayou" all the time, i have no idea how to help her at all... A result of upbringing... all beings will have their weakness and strengths... never nature only nurture

A really really really short week in camp because we cant do training without the special people to supervise hence the buring of leaves -_- Had chem drils training on tuesday which ended up in only 1 team doing due to the thunderstorm (yeah!)

Sad part is i have to say goodbye to my bunk already, apprently the higher ups want us to shift into force level so as to bond the platoon? Thats retarded, same bunk doesnt = bond, i doubt they understand or will they even try to understand how we feel. We propose a different numbering of the bunk so as to reduce the number of people moving but they refused our suggestion. Reason being that so it will be fair... perfect answer... what to do... they got 3 stripes, we got 0, they got 2 bar, we only got chin up bar... no point arguing... suck thumb and live with it

Finally meet up with jt after so long, seems like school is getting worse, maybe is just me but it seems like most batches after 1991 batch sux alot. Anyway, pass her an early birthday present which i have no idea if she would even like it and i dont dare to find out... sometimes the best present to give or receive is that the receiver/giver is the person you hope that would do something like that for you.

On a last note, a piece of bad news? Seems like my knee problem is far worse than expected, going for further x-ray before the doc decides if i need to have an operation or not... haiz... fml... just when i got over my mask phobia

Raining everyday... Its been like that since few months ago, guess the global warming effect is showing itself. Heard that some other places got flooded again but didnt bother to went into the details.

Last week in camp, 5 days worth of driving and also training. The new type of drills is for the pionner 3 to slack while pionner 1 have to suffer alot~~
I also realise how much of the stuff we learn actually stay in the brain. I almost forget all my chemistry stuff already and was stumped by a simple question like finding PH of the combined solution... NS really makes you dumb

A little on hitman reborn, the latest chapter reveal the shimon rings to be overpowering, the vongola rings are totally destroyed which i find it retarded. How is the mangaka going to continue, i have some theories of my own. First, the vongola are going to travel either back in time to see primo and shimon first boss or go to the future to recreate the vongola rings. Second, there will be some cheesy action like "the flame is in your heart" etc etc then the vongola would be able to fight with their "ring" flames again... So much theories but can only wait for the next chapter.. oh well...

On a last note, I am planning to inflitrate my JC on thursday =)

Every week is the same old thing. Training and training and training until the day of bookout. Tiring, our training might be but its the mental torture that is far worse. Slowly but surely, true nature of the people around you would be revealed.
Will this be a boon or a bane? Nobody knows, only time will tell. No idea why, but the world is getting less and less interesting once again. Pointless living is just existing. Is living and existing the same? A question left unanswered, buried in the past.
Through the times lived, experience piled, words of distrust not to be spoken, words of truth to be hidden. A world of lies, build upon lies is the world of the present.
Pain and sadness to always revolved around it... For the strong in heart, i congratulate you, for the ones that despaired, I prayed for you to be back in the light, one person that lives in darkness and illusions is enough... is enough...

this week was a freaking slack week!! From the east to the west, CBRE is the best~~ lol. anyway, this whole week on train on equipments and one day on the drills, the only reason was such a slack week is becos of area cleaning and our dear CO wanted to inspect it himself. Spent 1 full day cleaning up and stuff.

Then we had IPPT(yay!! slack), fail my IPPT as usual, my knee pain is getting worse, i cant even run awhile without feeling the pain but nevertheless still manage to pass 2.4km with 12min and 3 secs. My aim now is to train everything to perfect gold standard leaving SBJ alone...

On thursday before bookout, me being the staircase IC have to clean up the staircase and from there i got a "pleasant suprise". There was this dustbin there but i guess no one had clear it for ages and when i empty it, i found maggots and black substance inside -_-. It was freaking gross, luckily my PC came by and save the day =)

SAF = stupid and foolish, no doubt about it