From the start of time, is it god or the creator that give the right to the parents to be always right? I cant stand it anymore, they must always be right in whatever things. Whatever trival mistake we make, it would always blow up to be something big and along with a threat sent by them. I just cannot take it anymore, i wished i could just shout back at them but to live the role given to me by society, no choice but to suck thumb and wait for my chance.

She said: this is your home so you should help out.
I answered in perfect silence in my mind: family is not a word that i know, home is just a place that i spent my night at.
Dont make me laugh, whats this about home, family or even more indepth love? I have known nothing of it since young except from my grandma. This lack of it change me forever, i am now the lone kid with no idea how to love others, all i can do is show concern to friends or even to my crush. I like her so much but i cant even say that i love her when i dont even know what the word means... Screwed this, I am going to swear this, once they are old and I am done learning every single thing from them, I will treat them like how they once treat me, responsiblity not love, whatever they have teached me, i will return to them doublefold...

My world without light, nothing has change since the day it is created, rays of light might have attempted to pierce the neverending darkness but it is only a small ray... the vast darkness will consume all hope and light leaving behind despair and darkness.. the world that suits me well