Its already october, time really flies, its already been 10 months since i enlisted in army. Alot of things are supposed to change but i guess i try to keep the change limited but still vulgarities is something unable to contain XD. Try hearing those words after single day, after awhile you will start using it as well.

Physical wise, i had upgraded quite abit already, from a IPPT fail in most stations to only a fail in standing broad jump now with the looming IPPt next wednesday, my chance to try at the inevitable again, sometimes when i think of giving up, i will just remember the rest of the world trying their best at things that are troublesome as well like studying for A levels and stuff. Its hard to keep going at times but you just have to keep going and it will pass real soon

Mental wise, cant say i become smarter but i hopefully i can retain some of my knowledge learned before entering army. Maybe i have matured abit but i cant say so with all my childish games and cards, thats what my parents say though. I remember my JC maths teacher mdm yang say this before, boys have to go through before they mature and call themselves man, true i guess haha, hopefully the 2nd part of what she say will happen too.

A lot of wierd things are happening but nothing can be wierder than you giving up on yourself