After christmas comes new year, decemember is really a relaxing month. I guess its to reward everyone for working so hard in 2010. My week in camp was just admin stuff, cleaning up rifles, getting ready to move. To be honest, i really prefer my current company, the superiors are nice and i kind of like the idea of the only platoon in the company. We finally got used to our team coms and force coms but they are changing soon. It just feels kind of sad...

Last day of 2010, wonder whats everyone doing. For my case, i am gonna rot at home until 7+, heading out to my friend house for countdown. Although, the person i wish to see aint coming but still, have to go. One thing i learn from my life is that no matter when, what or where, a mask must always be prepared. I am not ready to let anyone see the real me yet, i doubt anyone i know understand me. Not going to care anymore, heres my new year wishes. For 2 person dear to me, my onee-san and my crush, i wish for them to be happy in the following years. For my friends, i wish they will keep being able to do what they like and be happy as well..

As for my new year resolution, to become stronger mentally and physically. To create this ice cold heart that will not falter in extreme situations.