Another week has passed, relaxing abit since it is so close to the year end, perhaps next year everything will be hectic again... well, its next year's problem ^^
Anyway, this week was quite draggy somehow, seems like a long one though its a short one, played basketball everyday. This time i am trying to learn as much as possible during army and even after army before my uni starts. Why? cause the rest is learning and changing, it would feel unworthy to be with them if i keep up my usual self, army really change me totally from a person that hates crowd to a person that prefer to keep my friends... The past me would just let old connections fade away but it seems otherwise now...

Last part of this post, the reason i am playing basketball so often now is becos i wont be playing anything for 1 or 2 month next year, going for surgery in feb... Not that i really want it but my knee pain wont just fade away with time or anything, even during training i had to endure it, getting used to pain is not solving the problem... Just a small thought, so what if you lose yourself in midst of other personalities people are slowly influencing you with, its ok to be a little of everyone, establish the base and then finish up with your unique style.