its christmas!!!

Been a year since i entered NS, i still remember last year i was botak and just enlisted, complaining about NS but now i got my hair back =)
One year soldier, nothing much have changed, perhaps i am more willing to accept the fact that we need to serve NS. Military strength is always important especially with the tension between countries.

Was listening to the last christmas song, i think songs normally picture things perfectly or extremely. Its nice to be in a relationship but i think i will never get to that point until i can change myself. I am a sarcastic person through and through, if you dare to disturb me, i will make sure you receive it back tenfolds.
One thing i still cant do is to forgive myself, i watch anime and perhaps receive some of their resolves in life. To kill someone, you must be ready to be killed, its my theory in life, whatever you expect of someone, are you capable of the same standard? if not, you can just keep quiet...

Shes perfect to me while i am just a normal guy that have sin millions of time since the day i was created. Who am I to say that i like her? This kind of thing is better to fade away into the wind, this kind of person should just fade into the shadows, this kind of life is better use to help others instead for yourself...