First week in alpha, really hate it much. First thing first, we never got to move until friday which made us really wonder whats up with their HQ. Second, the place is strict, its feel with this aura of stress and half-baked style. Their men in it is like doing things half-baked. Their HQ specs are damm freaking lazy, asking the orderly to do whatever shit they dun wan to do. Got very pissed off after 1 day of orderly duty there.
Lastly, the 3rd floor is like crap, the bunk is like crap dirty and our PC just said that the bunk could be more cleaner when we spent 2 to 3 hours clearing up the mess, cleaning the dust-filled place with our hearts and souls. We really tried our best, well most of us that is... Sometimes, i am just tired of doing things without any appreciation.

Likewise, i just hate myself for taking people for granted.
Black and white
Day and night
The opposite yet the closest
The black ink that spills
Cover the plain white page
Creates the stain that never to be remove
Whatever you do
However you tried
The stain are there to stay

No need for words
No need for regrets
I am who I am
My sins are me
I am my sins
Forgive me shall not
Forgive them shall be
When the last light fades
Release shall come
Suffering to end
Pain no more
Sins to be cleansed
Memories to be erased
Life anew