This is the one day i thought that maybe god was telling me something. Just 1 day ago, i was reading this comment on facebook saying that people wont follow timing so just put an early timing so as to meet the actual timing. I was totally irritated by it, some people already states that they cant meet it at this time so i suggest a change of time. Of course, she just kept on with her ideals. My thoughts at that time was that no one would be so screwed up as to make people wait without giving a heads up.

Then this happen, supposed to meeet for dinner at 6pm, i woke up late at 5.50. So i rush over there, just blindly swtiching off my laptop and get a change of clothes. I went there, message them saying i will be a little late. In the end i reached at 6.10turns out they havent arrive, then they say will be reaching at 6.30. Ok was what i thought, i went shopping for computer stuff until 6.40pm when they havent even arrive. I waited and waited. Until 7pm, i cant take it anymore.

Ok god, so thats your lesson to me isnt it. I am going to interpret it as humans cannot be trusted. Though it just timing alone, wheres the basic courtesy of telling people you are gonna be late, dun give a random timing that you are sure you cant make it.

21st april, gonna have another dinner. Assuming status quo, this is gonna be my last dinner with that group of people. I want to head back to that small dark world. Friends is a must but i dun blindly trust anyone. In life, you just need that bunch of good friends. As of now, i only got possibly 4, might even be dropping to 3.

Caryn lau, i highly doubt u will be reading this but i am gonna crap for the sake of doing it. There is always a limit to everything, dun always push my limit in the wrong places.