In the midst of all those crying, self-beating. I forgot how i lived in the past. True, things have changed since then, my view of the world and people changed drastically ever since but i think living this life for others is still not a bad idea. There might be people that are not worth saving but for those worth saving, i will do it for them.

Maybe this kind of thinking might seem kind of pathetic but hey why not. Its not a bad thing to help others isnt it. Maybe this way i will stop beating myself up. Though this might be me just trying to seek forgivness but i think this way will be fine for now... Gonna try smiling from deep within the heart