A very very long week, there was training everyday, night training even though not for all. Its still tiring. Throughout this week, i decided on somethings and learnt quite alot of diff stuff. Things i learn range from being related to my current unit's job to lessons in life. I am gonna start with army stuff first i guess.

Things that we must always take note, we need to be very careful with small details, not the smallest details should ever be overlooked. To complete a mission fast, we need to work to our best even in that split second that we are feeling lazy, we need to do whatever that must be done.

Lessons in life, one simple sentence. Being nice never pays. Its a really long story so i am not gonna write it here, i just about had it with being nice to people. People helping you are not cause they are there to help. True, some are there cause they have no choice, some are there cause they have a motive to do it but there is still that small little group of people that wants to help cause they really do wish to help shoulder some of the burden. Its something they truly feel from the bottom of their heart.

Now i am seriously having problems sleeping, i keep deciding that i have to be cold hearted. Just let whoever dying die. Its their problem not mine. Thats the type of mindset i want to adopt but somehow the other me just wont allow me. I know for sure, the moment i change fully to being cold, i would lose one part of myself. Maybe people will just say i have no faith in whatever i want to do, thats why i giving up to the darker side. Think again, thats what i would say. If i have no faith or the resolve in whatever i want to do, i wont be able to make it this far. 19years is a freaking long time, i been thinking about this question since the day i can solve complex maths question.

Humans, do they truly deserved to be saved?