reflection

The week is coming to an end, and i just want to reflect about the events this week. Had a really busy week with all the revision package thrown at us JC2 piling my table with a mountain-like garbage heap leaving my DS hanging in the middle(i think). Finishing the tutorial in a short time while absorbing every little details that the teachers have been harping on and to find time out of lunch break to consult teachers on subjects. Having emotional problem as usual again( i wonder why..), have been trying to stay out of the danger zone but there is no point in doing so, i guess the best way is still to avoid the topic until everything turns to dust. After all, what you don't know cant harm you.

I am extremely tired from rushing around, mugging, forcing my brain to overwork and emo-ing(heck i was even sick today because of that) but still in the deepest pits where light are expected not to reach, there is still glimpse of hope. I am thankful for enriching experiences this whole week, be it good or bad, it will prepare me for the future. Maybe it will sound wierd but i am gratful that tomorrow had came, a whole new possiblities although what i hoped will happen is seemingly 0%, i guess i will have to travel home alone from now on... Oh well, you reap what you sow

Thoughts for today: extreme tiredness... i have to start being more specific even my GP tutor are saying i am vague >_<