Chalet just ended... and with that ends the highlight for this week. A rest week for us and seriously chalet is fun to a certain extent. Playing mahjoing and cards overnight, squeezing around in a bed and BBQ is fun but still a complete waste of time to me, although did manage to enjoy quite abit. The night would have been perfect if not for my father.

I ask him to fetch me and ya i know its a prvileage for him to fetch me so i tried to be very nice in my tone when he scolded me like 3 or 4 times over the phone because i was walking from downtown east to pasir ris MRT. The details i shall not go in depth, the blame i shall not named, perhaps its my fault but still i really cant...carry on...

This world is so irrtating, i am to the point that if anyone dares to kill me or i would go for it, just to kill him in hopes i will die. Its like there is no meaning in life, tell me what am i supposed to do. I always thought i knew but its always otherwise, i tried following it but it always fail. Nothing to live for already... My purpose in life will be gone soon, thought i tried to continue in the world that she is but soon the new flood of people would soon make my actions meaningless, there is no difference to her being in a world with or without me...

Live life as it is supposed to be... So what is "life" supposed to be